Yesterday I had another great Reiki treatment, I not only received spiritual healing but wonderful insight on my life journey. I have began to look forward to Wednesdays when I drive to my appointment, I know that once my body calms down and I allow myself to relax a meditative state soon follows. I learned years ago how to quiet down my mind to achieve a state of mediation and when I get on the Reiki table I began to slow my breath and look for the sheer purple clouds that began to flood my consciousness. 

I watch the clouds as they sometimes take the shape of people, animals, faces or places it varies the forms the clouds will take. Once I saw a fetus and I knew it was my bodies temple long before my soul entered into it. it had no legs but a thick tail where my legs are now and no arms just two little nubs where my arms are now the head was bigger than the rest of its body and shaped like that of a lizard but without the long snout. The only way I could see with any clarity was to stop trying to see but allow the vision to present itself to me once I was able to control the desire to try and decipher  what I was seeing, another world an inner world open it self up to me. The visions that move in an out of form came with an understanding of what was before my Insight.

I began to understand with unquestionable clarity that the many faces before me was myself, myself of long ago and then beyond that. The best way to explain it is to say, think of an onion with its many layers all stacked on top of itself, once a layer has been peeled off another one reveals itself. All of these layers are from the same center core each layer having its on experience with the outer world, as the world makes it presence felt this is what life is all about in my belief. As each face became visible to me I understood that every life experience was for bringing me closer to the center core of who I am.

I understand that this life and the many lives before this is all on a course to the center of  where self began, its like traveling out away from home as far as one can go to determine that the only place where all IS, is back to were the journey begins but in order to get back one must first move forward. So from the beginning (not the physical birth but the beginning of your journey into time) it is determined, by the core and understood by you ( you and the core are one and the same, its just that you leave a part of yourself to hold the light as another part of you venture out into the unknown the darkeness) that this journey, that we all must take, has to be taken in order for the knowing "Not knowledge" of existence to teach us how to obtain the keys that will unlock, the doors to the kingdom  journey back to our core self.